Getting this body into shape and rockin my batman tank ;) #beach #body #beachbody #workout #sweat #batman #tank #boobs #tummy #thighs #thighgap #skinny #work 👙👯💢😈😁
My boyfriend was in town to meet my mother and of course spend time with me. Unfortunately he and my mother caught on to my anorexia and started teasing me and taunting me about it…well my mother did. Funny, the one that made me this way teases me about it…what a hypocritical bitch…anywho, he lectured me about it because he worried. So there was only one thing I could do to get them both off my back and make them believe that there’s nothing wrong with me…eat. I ate with them at Carabas and had calimari, cesar salad, a slice of bread with the dipping sauce, sirloin marsala, mashed potatoes, and squash. Today I had Taco Bell…the Doritos Locos Taco box with a large baha blast. I’ve never felt so fat and ugly in my life. But I ate this weekend. And faked a smile about it. Neither of them know any better either. Mom didn’t see me eat the Taco Bell…she wasn’t home for that. But I threw it away…it’s on top so she’ll see it and stop worrying about my weight and not eating. She just doesn’t understand. She needs to leave me alone. She’s the one that made me this way…it’s her fault…but she won’t leave me alone. But now she will. She saw me eat this weekend. And now I’ll fast and work my ass off the majority of this week if not the whole week. I have to look good for my New York trip. I have to. I have to be perfect before I go to Germany. I won’t stop until I’m perfect. The perfect body. The perfect form. And then when I go to college I’ll dance my heart out and become an amazing dancer once again. I will be perfect. I have to. I have to be perfect.
The molding city is a photo installation from a swedish artist and theatre deisgner Johanna Mårtensson. It was built completley out of bread and then the artist just let it mold, and photographed the process.